Baby, I was born this way.
I really don’t know who I became to be the kind of person who people just don’t like. I never did anything wrong to any of these people. Is it because they are intimidated or is it the fact that I’m just not “cool” enough. Either way, I try to tell myself not to care. It’s just really irritating. I have been insulted throughout my whole life for my weight, the way I dress, the amount of talking I do, the way I carry myself, the fact that I am too understanding sometimes, my talent, my flaws, my family, my emotional instability… There probably isn’t anything I HAVEN’T been teased or ridiculed for.. but it doesn’t numb the pang you feel when someone tells you “_____ said this about you..” or “_____ doesn’t like you.” I know we shouldn’t care. Anyone would tell you that you should look on.. but it still hurts. After all, we’re all still humans. I don’t like the feeling of being unwanted or not good enough. It hurts.
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